This post discusses chronic illness, fatigue, and emotional exhaustion. Please read gently. Which egg am I ? This week was a test of my endurance. It was also a proof of my resilience. At the start of the week, I had surgery. Nothing major, but it left me completely drained. Recovery overlapped with dialysis, appointments, and the constant drain from having chronic kidney disease, and it all began to feel overwhelming. I felt close to my limit, I felt broken. I needed the r

Over a week into my alcohol-free journey, I faced Christmas Day surrounded by drinks — and still said no. This post reflects on disappointment, temptation, and choosing not to drink, one day at a time, as part of my Six Months to Change My Life challenge.

“Every time you keep going, you prove your strength.” This is Week 7 of my balanced life reset — a week living with depression, low motivation, and the temptation to quit everything I’ve started. I just wanted to give up. Not in a dramatic way, but in a quiet, persistent urge to stop trying, stop writing, stop posting, stop pushing myself to change. I didn’t want encouragement. I didn’t want motivation. I wanted to hide. And honestly, that’s been the theme for the whole week.

" Growth doesn’t come from pretending things are fine — it comes from managing what isn’t. We all have negatives. Ignoring them keeps us stuck. Managing them is how we grow. This week was meant to be about me finding my rhythm, getting into some sort of productive and healthy routine and beginning some real change. It turned out to be quite the opposite. Instead, the week proved to be a lesson in negative energy - the things that drain me, derail me, and quietly influence my

“Progress begins the moment courage outweighs comfort—forget the fear of failing and step forward anyway.” This week didn’t start perfectly, that’s fine. But when Friday came and I’d achieved very little, well....that wasn’t so fine. Something had to be done if I was to make any progress in my challenge to improve my life, and that something had to be done now. And, on Friday night something did get done, something that I believe will alter my journey. I realised that you can

This week has been emotional, heavy, confusing, and messy. Four weeks into my six-month reset, I’m starting to understand that real change isn’t neat or organised. It doesn’t follow a checklist, and it definitely isn’t easy. I really don’t want to be writing this blog, but, if I don’t I’ll be letting myself down even more. I promised to be honest so here it is, the truth, the failures and the wins of the week and of my first month of trying to change my life. 🌧️ This Week Wa